I woke up into a nightmare.
Hoping I’m still asleep
This pain can’t bare
It hurts me way too deep
Feeling confused, my head feels light
Breathing is heavy, my chest is tight
Waves of heat , blurry sight,
My mind becomes frozen. Numb to a fight
wake me up, let me feel the pinch
But I’m so numb, I don’t even flinch
I sit in a trance, a paralyzed stare
All of these years, I’ve been right there
Through your darkest times, when you were scared
Held you tighter, when none else cared
You had my word when vows were shared.
Many years and memories, now here we stand.
A hole in my heart, ring on my hand.
Piecing together what I don’t understand
You are not who I married, I don’t know this man.
So in stuck here in life, living pretend,
Waisting myself alone till the end